visual artist
RDH: NOVEMBER 2024
01/11/24
02/11/24
H, F & M.
…taking a back seat.
04/11/24
Escalation
05/11/24
Late night home.
06/11/24
The fun never stops!
07/11/24
Collected. No late night art for me this month. Exhaustion has taken over.
08/11/24
Proposal started. Excited to stretch and prime canvas tomorrow! Nerd Alert!
In the chaos of the past few weeks, I forgot to note that I’ve had a lovely delivery of a 10m roll of canvas and primer.
09/11/24
Didn’t realise I had so much primer! Two canvases, stretched and primed with one coat (plus one bloodied thumb).
Sketchbook time - this definitely needs time allotted to…
… came back to finish off the two drawings started earlier on. It can be done - just needs some discipline and manoeuvring.
10/11/24
‘Natural Alignments’
GET OUT THERE!
***Updating from loss and eventual return of diary***
12/11/24
MAC Show - beautiful and just a joy to immerse yoursself in. Wonderful homage.
Weird seeing D.M.’s paintings again after so long. Remember getting my graduation photos from NWRC in front of them.
17/11/24
Can’t believe I’ve lost track of RD. First time ever in fourteen plus years and quite annoyed at myself.
ADAPT - MOVE ON - WORK
Primed canvases with second coat. In terms of C’s submission, materials gathering and experimentation ongoing.
18/11/24
Dublin - Day 1. Lights out in middle of set up.
19/11/24
GTG a great success. Good night had by all.
20/11/24
Dublin Day 3. Brian Maguire in the Hugh Lane. Glorious large scale works and great to see some old favourites I first saw in VOID a few years ago.
Mariechen Danz at the Project Arts Centre - Shadows and Spines.
Douglas Hyde Gallery - ‘LAND’ group show. Beautiful video work from Pinar Öğrenci in situ - videos on display will change to change throughout the run. Tried to get into another space - was not allowed with suitcase in tow.
Lastly the LAB before the bus home. Vanessa Daws’ show inspired by endurance swimming pioneer Mercedes Gleitze. Great show but still filled me with anxiety looking at open water.
Home … and finished submission.
21/11/24
Reunited with diary!
24/11/24
Studio - started commission. Beginning to incorporate moss into c.m.s piece - painting into the final layer of primer. Waiting game.
More progress on ‘L.Y.s.V’.
Love was spread a little in the studio today - bits and pieces worked on in different areas. Covering all the bases.
27/11/24
Dublin again!
28/11/24
RDH: JUNE 2024
02/06/24
Studio - focus on one image…
Well, some days just don’t go the way you want them to. Bit of a damp squid in the studio. Superficial work on ‘mugshot’ (working title). Vented frustration out on cleaning the yard.
05/06/24
Organising archive.
06/06/24
Late Night Art - Belfast. Traditional Route.
09/06/24
‘The Week in Art’ podcast discussing Studio Voltaire and Martha Jungwirth’s take on Goya. “Turning off the facuet of emotion.” (on O’Keefe).
The Sleep of reason.
‘Talk Art’ with Nathanaëlle Herbelin.
“Hindsight” - So bloody close! Frustrating. Too thick in hair and isn’t dynamic as rest of picture. Deep breath. Could be worse and be no where near close to finishing - silver charcoal filled linings.
Still haven’t heard anything from S.P. show.
12/06/24
…found wanting. Rinse head - take a step back and look at the bigger picture.
F.W.A.
13/06/24
Being really fucking ballsy!
14/06/24
Didn’t get solo chance. Ah well. Up to Belfast for opening of ArtsFest III.
Great turnout!
16/06/24
Cleaning works in the lower garage. Some damaged beyond repair.
“Hindsight Study” finished. Some substantial progress to “Four Years On”.
19/06/24
23/06/24
Great day.
25 + 26/24
Family sick days so just a total wipeout.
Visual / Ocular Migraine.
30/06/24
Started the day off bright and early with some sketching from photos taken throughout the week.
“Four Years On” finished.
Larger portrait started. Good way to end the month.
RDH: MAY 2024
02/05/24
Late Night Art Belfast
A busy busy night!
05/05/24
Added crow / plague mask to soldier’s face. Not sure where, if anywhere, it’s going to go. Ran it’s course perhaps? Palette cleansed.
…action painting?
08/05/24
“Gallery Visit” showing in ArtFest 3!
Just because you can do something doesn’t mean you should.
09/05/24
Would be good to start thinking about plan…
10/05/24
12/05/24
Drawings to acetate. Cuprinol spillage - use to benefit? Bleached out wartime work - it reached the end. So, today in the studio - rather than painting… worked on drawing up new canvases. NB: Paint needed through the week.
Three works started - went for a dander in a thundery downpour holding a couple of the new canvases over my head. Letting the heavy raindrops move the unfixed charcoal. Funny, the momento mori could have done with a few more and the ‘Tesla’ a little less. HINDSIGHT!
12/05/24
Hold the family close. Bus decompress time.
18/05/24
19/05/24
20/05/24
If you’re going to do something, do it right!
26/05/24
“Week in Art” Mona Lisa interview really interesting. “The living earth”.
“Talk Art” Shaqúelle Whyte.
Solid progress. No titles as yet - Hindsight? Could work for all three really.
29/05/24
Dublin.
It’s always sunny in Dublin.
RDH: SEPTEMBER 2023
05/09/23
06/09/23
Crow in flight. Morrigán. Could see the stabbed brush marks of the wings when watching it in flight. Weird. Aren’t we all?
Time needs to be set aside for practice. Shia LaBeouf.
Sounds like an excuse but a certain letter has thrown a real spanner in the works.
NB: Forgot to jot down that ‘Red Lines’ has been accepted into this years’ Royale Arcade Academy show at Arcade Studios.
07/09/23
LATE NIGHT ART - Belfast
Some very late-night sketching.
09/09/23
Setting your stall.
10/09/23
Art Wank Podcast with Array - listening during studio time.
“Painting is a place to hide thoughts, hide feelings, hide emotions.”
- Stephen Millar
The Arts are not singular. Arts as a united force for good. Collaboration.
You can’t eat prestige (or a flag).
‘Ready to Go’ blocked out. Not sure if it’s a damp squib but I think it’s worth another shot.
‘Marina’ - content with background. Loose is good. So bloody close.
13/09/23
H.B.S.
After a bit of mulling - the ‘Ready to Go’ canvas is anything but. I have forgotten the first rule:
IF IT DOESN’T EXCITE YOU THEN THERE’S SOMETHING WRONG
It is not and it is also an image that, if it’s going to work, will need another image merged to elevate it.
It is a solid image, and it has a resonance with me personally but it’s just not doing it for me, for the want of a better phrase.
Handed in ‘Red Lines’ to Arcade. Stopped by the MAC to see ‘No History in a Room filled with People wih Funny Names 5’ by Korakrit Arunanondchai and Alex Gvojic with Tosh Basco. An extremely immersive experience.
Abhartach - the Irish Vampire.
Black / Peaty Soil. Roots become negative space. Possible triptych?
14/09/23
Abhartach - source material…
This will be for down the line. Even the little portrait alongside ‘Ready to Go’ on acetate has more promise and, more importantly, has my head spinning!
Back of the bus, it’s been a long time.
Can see where… might have an advantage. More time. Been reading “The World New Made - Figurative Painting in the 20th Century” by Timothy Hyman.
“I was alone in my studio in front of my oil lamp. Two or three in the morning… Dawn is breaking… I used to sit up like that all night long. My lamp burned, and I with it.”
- Marc Chagall c.1920
Henri Rousseau = recovered a primal truth in painting.
17/09/23
Short Sunday Sessions.
“Marina” finished! But only just. A little over indulgent with the fixative meant some emergency fixing (irony) was needed.
If I had my wits about me I should’ve drawn up a new canvas in the 45 minutes spare. Hindsight.
“Look to Henri Rousseau as examplar for a renewal of figural language reborn in the image of childhood.”
- Timothy Hyman
18/09/23
20 week scan. All well! Surreal.
Also, on the way to Causeway - a lovely note, Warm, fuzzy feeling.
21/09/23
22/09/23
Breaking the Cultural Code - Tenth Anniversary of Derry’s UK City of Culture.
“Culture is everyday lived experience.”
- Sir Phil Redmond
Culture Night Derry
24/09/23
Studio time. There was a temptation to rework ‘Ready to Go’ for a minute. Had to remind myself that structurally it’s interesting but it doesn’t excite me to see where it can go.
“A Brush with… Claudette Johnson”
A really promising start to three canvases today.
25/09/23 & 26/09/23
BP high. Ordered to Antrim A&E. Arrived at 7pm - didn’t get seen until 10am on Tuesday. Tests to be done and rest needed. Poor timing.
28/09/23
…day in court.
29/09/23
VAI Get Together 2023 - Online day.
Imogen Stidworthy - How We Work.
30/09/23
Be better at channeling time and effort into productive means.
We’re all a work in progress.
RDH: JUNE 2023
03/06/23
Late night transferring… some drawings that have slipped through the net over the years.
04/06/23
06/06/23
08/06/23
09/06/23
10/06/23
Studio cleaned, layered on two new smaller pieces, and cleaned palette.
11/06/23
…no more diddly-dallyin’, let’s get right on into this Sunday studio session. (IYKYK)
Substantial progress on “Put it Away”. Little prayer piece, not so much.
12/06/23
So “Put it Away” moving along nicely and a little surprisingly. The new paints are making a difference, I think.
13/06/23
Visit to the Belfast School of Art Degree Show.
14/06/23
Didn’t get to sketch tonight as intended but there will be time set aside.
Mythology / Semiotics
…venturing onwards…
It’s just dawned on me that Saturdays will alter. Well, they’ll change a good few times in the coming years. But - as always, adapt, re-organise, create, repeat.
15/06/23
After all that graft … to be left at home.
Lovely comment today. Left painting over to Catalyst for showcase and auction coming up.
18/06/23
Studio time now. Let’s see where these go.
Quick notes for Prey/Pray:
charcoal first
contrast facial tones
less marks in hair - blurred or subdued
Quick notes for “In a Corner/ Huff”
Scrape paint on walls - flatter
T-Shirt work
NB: Didn’t get as much done as I would like to.
19/06/23
PRINTS HAVE DROPPED!!!
20/06/23
FB Memories - use to dust cobwebs off? Also just having the small sketchbook close by - for out and about.
Is it too fuzzy? Probably do no harm to have the mini sketchbook around with me - as was the original idea for it.
One thing I have noticed, and it’s a good thing. With the two journeys on the bus three times a week and the time at lunch, I’ve noticed some considerably more writing / thinking time / ideas coming into RD.
I’ve even started bringing a book with me on the bus. Although The Iliad was probably a poor first choice. I am eager to delve into mythology / symbolism again.
The legend of “Bisclavret” has been crawling through my head the past few days.
IIW = IMAGES IN WAITING
21/06/23
Quick stop to see the work in Catalyst’s Showcase.
22/06/23
23/06/23
Our beautiful Bonnie, my studio assistant and my dad’s blonde shadow passed away in her sleep last night. Everyone is hurting. 12 and a half wonderful years. The best girl.
24/06/23
…called in to say hello… folds around eye went in such a way that it looked like he didn’t have a socket let alone an eye. Hard to explain.
Quick Question = Very Quick Yes
25/06/23
“A Brush With… Jacqueline Humphries”.
Finished “Let Us Pray”. Areas successful, others not.
28/06/23
Dublin Bound.
Culchie boy, I love you / Grá mo chroí thú, mo chábóigín féin – Kian Benson Bailes at the Project Arts Centre.
“an atom bomb in each morsel of life” by Katherine Sankey in the LAB Gallery. Beautiful aroma in that first box space.
RDH: APRIL 2023
02/04/23
“…entry point into an emotional landscape.”
“…photograph is just a vehicle to then deal with those subjects that I want…”
Matthew Krishanu on “A Brush with…”
Having a crack at “Check Your Pockets” again. Going to try attacking it from a different angle.
09/04/23
Easter Sunday.
“A Brush with… Mike Nelson”.
“C.Y.P.” - let’s just get something down.
Good progress on figure today. Looks solid but… it’s not sitting right though and when I looked again after cleaning brushes, only then did i realise… the issue is the background. Compositionally it’s fine but the colour choices and tonal values are all out of whack.
11/04/23
Over the Moon!
12/04/23
14/04/23
Still pinching myself. Best foot forward!
16/04/23
Seem to have went and gone the long and awkward way about it but “Check your Pockets” is finished.
Some sketchbook work to finish the day off.
20/04/23
Special letter in the post.
23/04/23
Great to hear the Ulster Museum being interviewed in The Art Newspaper’s “Week in Art” podcast.
“A shared history, not a shared memory.”
Studio time - clothing an background work on “Boy Soldier”
RDH: DECEMBER 2022
Sketchbook work - it’s been way too long!
03/12/22
Quick studio time…
… as suspected, it didn’t take much to get last two paintings of the year over the line. Still aiming to keep the (well, less is more is a little inaccurate) “Stop before I think I should” mentality.
Definitely less misses with this strategy.
08/12/22
‘New Exits: 10 Years of Painting’ opening at the MAC. Excellent show. Daniel Coleman’s painting ‘The House Down the Lane’ is absolutely stunning. It moved me to tears. A real stand out from a strong group show.
11/12/22
Freezing in the studio.
Drew up two small works (having a crack at the ‘Jaws’ image again - with a slightly altered composition) and have set up to take a look at a couple of pieces that have fallen through the cracks recently.
‘Street Walker’ and ‘Laughing Man’ (working titles).
17/12/22
Wood is for the living, stone for the dead.
Said farewell to GT’s reading round. It’s been such a boost having this weekly outlet of chatting, sharing ideas and making connections. Had a great run!
Stream of admin this evening.
18/12/22
“Tomorrow is Saturday” - Interesting documentary on Sean Hillen.
28/12/22
Studio time. “The Week in Art: 2022 in review” podcast.
Blocking in on the small piece. ‘Man looking in his pocket while descending the stairs’ or ‘Looking for keys’ OR ‘Check your pocket’.
29/12/22
Newcastle.
30/12/22
Penultimate day of the year. admin and prep before a few hours in the studio!
For the time of the year that it is, I find myself in a bit of a reflective and thankful mood. 2022 has been good to me.
Collaborative residency and exhibition with Catalyst.
Work shown at the Boyle Arts Festival, Roscommon.
Part of the Royal Ulster Academy Exhibition in the Ulster Museum, Belfast.
Gave a talk with Basic Space Dublin in the Hugh Lane Gallery.
And most importantly, became a father!
There have been losses also. People who have impacted our lives that have moved on, but their imprint will remain.
So much to be thankful for, a loving family, the support of friends and loved ones during the highs and lows. Also, to those who took a chance on my work, who invited me to be a part of their projects:
THANK YOU!
RDH: NOVEMBER 2022
05/11/22
Art and Ecology Podcast.
Studio Time with an assistant!
08/11/22
Painting in RUA has SOLD!
11/11/22
It all adds up.
12/11/22
“You know in the back of your own mind if criticism holds any merit for yourself.”
13/11/22
Studio time - short but sweet stint today. Good progress on three pieces. A little too on the nose in some areas but very productive otherwise.
17/11/22
VAI Get Together day 2. Highlight was listening to Samir Mahmood talk about his practice.
19/11/22
Progress on “Feeling Stretched” and “Red Lines”. Getting there. Colour choices needing a tweak though.
20/11/22
Belfast trip with the family. Ulster Museum - Renaissance to Romanticism. Brueghel the Younger pieces very good and the Goya portrait on display is a special painting.
Great to get up with Jan and Imogen to see the RUA again.
26/11/22
Shocked and saddened to hear of Hugh O’Donnell’s passing. I got to know Hugh in applying for funding in 2018 and again in the run up to my solo show in Atypical in 2020.
Hugh was always so kind with his time - having a studio visit beforehand and his feedback and insight during the install was a dream. Hugh was a real presence and his life blessed all who spent time with him. Rest in Piece Hugh.
30/11/22
Priorities shifted about.
RDH: APRIL 2022
01/04/22
First bath.
02/04/22
…only to have the computer crash.
06/04/22
The best of intentions.
07/04/22
Sketchbook work. Blowing off the cobwebs.
08/04/22
Great to meet a good friend for a coffee and a chat.
10/04/22
14/04/22
Need to find a centre ground in practice. It’s been an amazing 18 days with the beginnings of family life.
Red Head Redemption?
16/04/22
Nari Ward on ‘A Brush With’
“Chance is a material.” - N.W.
Really pleased with how ‘Girl with Red Hair’ turned out. Little bit of ogham incorporated into the sleeve - hangover from the Catalyst residency? No bad thing.
18/04/22
Delegate. Divide (time) and Conquer.
23/04/22
Just seen EMIC on ‘The Art that Made Us’ on BBC.
Incredible! So delighted for EMIC. What a platform and in such amazing company!
24/04/22
Some good movement in the studio today. There does seem to be a struggle with imagery at the minute. Solution: back to the drawing board. Literally. Setting time aside for drawing will help no end.
One Month old!
28/04/22
Sketchbook work tonight. Limited but worthwhile.
30/04/22
Little comparison to W.C. Honoured.
Studio time. “In the Pond” is getting there but need to be careful not to over paint.
…some interest in a selection process?
RDH: JANUARY 2022
03/01/22
Paranoic Critical Method - Dalí
08/01/22
Studio.
Starting two pieces. Smoky feel in a cold studio.
16/01/22
Short but interesting stint in the studio. Peaks and troughs with little P.P.E. piece.
Heaven is a half pipe.
22/01/22
Another Saturday not in the studio but will make up for it tomorrow.
Serial Works: Paintings in a series - leaves out imagination?
23/01/22
“A New Normal” finished.
Different disciplinary artists working together! It’s happening!
24/01/22
Head is buzzing with ideas. Renewal.
25/01/22
Home / Displacement
Urgency
27/01/22
Some fun reacting to S.T.’s drawings.
29/01/22
The Loup. Kept in the…
30/01/22
Day and Date. A dark day remembered.
The Chameleon lays in wait,
Knuckles pressed white on the oak armrests.
There you’ll find an empty place at the table.
Under the fire’s amber glow,
Home is where the hearth is.
31/01/22
H.B.A. You are always missed.
Felt good to get some sketchbook work done tonight.
RDH: NOVEMBER 2021
03/11/21
Some good sketchbook work today.
04/11/21
National Common Sense Day. “Portrait of NI: Neither an elegy nor a manifesto” in the Golden Thread Gallery. Interesting layout, gathering work of a similar ilk throughout the decades together.
Anne Tallentire’s “But this material…” in the MAC; great use of spatial interaction with the work and the gallery space. Some really strong work in “The presence of Absence” exhibition from the MFA 2019 cohort group show in QSS.
Really enjoyed the opening of the “Salonathon Show 2021” in Platform - seeing my work alongside some great artists and meeting up with familiar faces!
05/11/21
Wincing the odd time.
06/11/21
“Portraiture exposes the gap between the interior and exterior selves.”
-unknown-
08/11/21
Didn’t realise the gravity…
11/11/21
What was thought to be a dud - must have turned out alright!
12/11/21
13/11/21
Really good day in the studio. “The Doctor will see you Now” finished! This new philosophy of keeping it loose, not striving for a realistic perfection, which is ultimately unattainable anyway, seems to be working.
I have a tendency of focussing on niggles to the point when the paintings get tight and the imagery too self aware. Learning to let go and step back a stage or two sooner seems to work for me.
16/11/21
Didn’t get accepted but that’s OK. Sketchbook work tonight to get brain working.
17/11/21
Very quick trip up to Derry to see “Tilt [At Windmills]” with work by Jarkko Räsänen, Fionnuala Doran, Paul Moore and Robin Price in CCA and “The Shrinking Universe” by Eva Rothschild in VOID.
20/11/21
Blocking in and working out logistics on three pieces today.
29/11/21
Nervous but that’s pretty much down to the unknown factor.
RDH: OCTOBER 2021
02/10/21
Point of order today: DO NOT OVER PAINT!!!
Think “Rex Aegypti Penultimus” is finished.
05/10/21
VAI GET TOGETHER 2021
Rediscovering private and personal spaces / rituals.
06/10/21
Chanelle Walshe - self organised self-curation.
Duc Van Pham - Breaking down the figures - is this a way of adjusting / adding narrative?
Keynote: Christian Jankowski - “The Hunt” “Casting Jesus”
Beuys - difficult.
07/10/21
Why do we put people in boxes?
Superflex - interspecies living - “Flooded McDonalds”.
10/10/21
Dosed to eyeballs so not going anywhere fast.
12/10/21
13/10/21
Two new canvases begun today. Little and large.
16/10/21
Strong sense of self.
Good progress in the studio today. Didn’t mean for the small one to go Holy.
20/10/21
Accepted into Platform Arts group show!
Getting there with “Lady of the Manor”.
23/10/21
Globalist cheerleading.
24/10/21
Wardrobe fiasco.
“Lady of the Manor” finished.
25/10/21
28/10/21
HALLELUJAH!
29/10/21
Definitely been distracted lately but the blinkers need to come back on.
30/10/21
31/10/21
Early morning tonal work to “The Doctor Will See You Now”. Slow and steady progress but definitely best to stop when I did to give new layers a chance to dry.
Merry Halloween.
RDH: JUNE 2021
03/06/21
Canvas stripping, stretching and some sewing experimentation.
04/06/21
Priming canvas is such a messy business!
05/06/21
Once the work is made, build bridges to your audience.
Artists need to band together!
Anne Imhof - finding refuge in the blur.
06/06/21
Easily worked up - relax.
09/06/21
Finally getting round to cleaning garage and setting paint out. Asked if I’d like to be featured in a takeover. Chuffed!
Bit of a mixed bag in studio today. On wooden piece, that image just sucks you in and spits you out! With the large canvas started (‘Man Digging’ - working title) it’s quite a forgiving composition and palette working well so far.
10/06/21
“An archive of emotions”
Dr. Kate McLean
Didn’t get shortlisted.
11/06/21
12/06/21
Reading group outside this morning.
13/06/21
Some good, solid progress today.
16/06/21
So grateful to be included in Paint-Tube Dublin by Louise Wallace.
18/06/21
First vaccine received today!
19/06/21
Work on small portrait today - title undecided as yet.
‘The Eternal Bride’ myth.
22/06/21
Memory is forgetting.
A little mid-week push.
23/06/21
“A Brush with … Julian Opie”
So so close to finishing “Moon Boy”.
24/06/21
Some good sketchbook work this afternoon. Looking forward to getting to Belfast tomorrow.
25/06/21
Great to get into the MAC shows today, sadly didn’t have time to get round anywhere else.
Will have to wait another little while for rings.
26/06/21
Studio time!
“Moon Boy” finished!
30/06/21
RDH: APRIL 2021
01/04/21
“A Brush With… Ali Banisadr” - audio-visual synesthesia.
02/04/21
Palette is cleaned and managed to get some good work on “On Gilded Steps”.
03/04/21
Added some gold aerosol for the edges of the steps. So close to finishing it up. Very frustrating as last week one of the figures that was working the best is now the last piece of the puzzle yet to fit.
05/04/21
“On Gilded Steps” finished!
09/04/21
…apparently it was coming but it was a jolt and now a growing sense of uncertainty.
10/04/21
“Seven Types of Ambiguity” by William Empson.
Ambiguity has to be purposeful, holding multiple elements in suspension - that’s when the ambiguity works and has a function.
11/04/21
Such a leap from what was happening last year.
12/04/21
Catch up on webinars. Is ‘brand’ a dirty word?
13/04/21
Episode 27 of “Jo’s Art History Podcast” is live! Always strange to listen to yourself back but I really did enjoy the chat with Jo.
“Gathering Thoughts” gathering momentum.
16/04/21
Quick run to Belfast to lift “Hotel ‘78” from the RUA.
17/04/21
Studio work: less will be more with “G.T.”. Progress made but very slowly. I could have ploughed on this evening but I thought it was best to quit for the day while I was ahead.
19/04/21
“Leonardo" on Prime. Fast and loose with facts but still fun to watch.
22/04/21
Yesterday saw a long overdue clear-out of the office and the start of a fresh lick of paint.
25/04/21
I think I’ve taken “Gathering Thoughts” as far as I can go.
27/04/21
A solemn anniversary.
28/04/21
Submissions made. Fingers crossed. Primed large canvas today which took several coats. Barrow + woman with dogs / butcher?
Starting to get excited by a piece that hasn’t even been started yet.
29/04/21
Decided against ‘woman with dogs’ and ‘butcher’ imagery and opted instead for early biplanes of the RAF. This way I can instead swap scale instead of orientation and hopefully not overcrowd the composition. The red container behind the medics should be kept and then adding the planes using tonal differences / slightly different register. There and not there. Pillers - might be best to paint them out. There will probably be remnants of them as layers are added.
30/04/21
A broken up sort of day.
Surviving or THRIVING? - Panel Two Podcast!
in art, visual art, podcast
On Thursday 18th March, I took part in a panel exchange regarding support and wellbeing in the visual art sector in Ireland. This was the second panel talk of which there will be a total of six - each one focussing on different areas of the creative sector in Ireland. Host by Dr Maureen Gaffney the other artists on the panel were Miriam O’Connor and Austin Ivers. Click below to listen to the podcast!
Surviving or Thriving? was created by the Waterford Healing Arts Trust with the Arts Council of Ireland and I would like to thank them for inviting me to speak and to Visual Artists Ireland for providing support for this panel.
It was great to get to know Miriam and Austin in the lead up and wonderful to hear their thoughts on being an artist during what’s been a rough twelve months.
The other Surviving or Thriving? events run up until the 1st April 2020 and more information about upcoming talks and workshops can be found here.
RDH: JANUARY 2021
03/01/21
‘sub cruce salus’
… too simplistic or is it hard to get ideas across?
04/01/21
Need to leave site.
05/01/21
Elevator pitch: use personal and found imagery to explore notions of trauma, memory and experience. (13 words, 83 characters)
imagery with personal connection - greater impact?
large scale drawings = link between sketchbook and canvas.
06/01/21
FORM —> CONTENT —> FORM —> CONTENT …
Can you distil the feeling of an image?
Play with gesture.
…adding just for the sake doesn’t cut it. Integrate if it adds to a message.
07/01/21
08/01/21
Growing uncertainty in other areas is just leading to this “deer in headlights” feeling.
09/01/21
Lists are all well and good but to get making again ; that’s what it’s all about.
10/01/21
Passionate about painting / drawing and interplay between the mark-making of both processes… juxtaposing imagery. How do they sit together?
11/01/21
Still have to show though.
12/01/21
16/01/21
A little slow to get in today but four canvas pieces off the starting block which makes up for it.
18/01/21
21/01/21
…in a jar for the day.
23/01/21
25/01/21
Sketchbook work
27/01/21
…days just melting into each other.
28/01/21
Not one but two zooms this evening.
29/01/21
Some surprising paint down today. Loosely does it.
30/01/21
Cold.
RDH: DECEMBER 2020
01/12/20
…wrapping
Ars longa, vita brevis.
02/12/20
‘A Brush with… Ragnar Kjartansson’ podcast
“Art is a shelter from a storm” - Ragnar Kjartansson
03/12/20
An opportunistic pitch to pat themselves on the back.
04/12/20
NT - how you might approach and on what grounds.
06/12/20
“Norwegian” notes: warmer flesh tones? Texture in sand (sawdust?)
07/12/20
Some really good sketchbook work done tonight.
10/12/20
Commended for the Moth Art Prize 2020!
Thought I had destroyed “Norwegian Stance” a few times today but it’s a stubborn git. In any case it was good to get paint down.
…some sketching work tonight but not much.
11/12/20
One minute I think the painting is finished and then a wee niggly bit pops up.
14/12/20
15/12/20
Belfast. Three months on…
Seeing “Hotel ‘78” with the name tag beside it made it all the more real. Great to see around the RUA.
Jaunt to the Golden Thread Gallery. Absolutely stunning show “Put It To The People” by Joy Gerrard. I’ve seen similar small scale works before but the larger canvases are amazing! Real gestural mark making at it’s finest.
The Peter Liversidge show in the MAC is at such an epic scale. Uplifting messages and cool to see the workstation tucked away at the back. The “In a Rainbow of Coalitions” show in the MAC was colourful, fun and poignant.
18/12/20
What’s been lacking recently is the idea of structure. Lists are missing. I love lists. I think this happens around this time every year.
… large scaled drawings - add a link between the pen drawings and paintings…
20/12/20
23/12/20
27/12/20
Inspiration is not reliable. Keep curious and critical. You don’t know everything and never will. Perfect conditions don’t exist so stop waiting for the ‘right’ time. Art is not who you are - art is a way of expressing who you are.
29/12/20
Tidying loose ends.
30/12/20
Doing these semi-traditional write ups at this time of year helps to take stock of what’s been happening. Hopefully subliminal pointers of where to possibly go next have been planted for the time ahead.
RDH: NOVEMBER 2020
01/11/20
Focus required…
…reaching it back to integrity of practice.
Large scale drawings?
02/11/20
03/11/20
Great to get imagery into some semblance of order.
“Thinking through making.” - Joy Gerrard during interview with GTG. Watch here.
06/11/20
07/11/20
08/11/20
…settling back into a new routine… still healing.
10/11/20
11/11/20
IMMA Talk: From the Rego Studio.
13/11/20
Limbo-Land yet again.
14/11/20
Finding it difficult to concentrate with all going on. Just wish that aspects were sorted so that some kind of routine could be adhered to.
Some results but not all.
…giving up the ghost on the little ‘go cart’ piece. It just went stale but that’s OK. It wasn’t the right time.
16/11/20
19/11/20
Absolutely baltic in the studio.
20/11/20
Mostly focused on “Norwegian Nude” today but building up layers on other pieces too.
22/11/20
Really good progress today.
23/11/20
BP 158/113
26/11/20
Site update
27/11/20
Really great online talk from the Garter Lane Arts Centre: Chloe Austin in conversation with Matt Higgs, Kitsch Doom, and Ciara O Neill.
Did a few quick sketch of the speakers as they discussed their practices.
29/11/20
…readjust, centre, breathe and focus on what matters.
30/11/20
After having a long, hard look at “Troublesome” - came to the realisation that figure is complete. Nice to leave it loose in parts. It explains what it needs to without having to divulge anything else.
Bit of building work in the background and it’s finished.
Decorations are up and a little winter halo to round off a very odd month.
RDH: OCTOBER 2020
02/10/20
Prepping studio for visit
03/10/20
GT Reading Round returns!
-inbuilt desire to want something out of ourselves.
04/10/20
Sketchbook work.
06/10/20
MRI scan. Very loud.
Some progress on the little boy piece that was swiftly undone.
07/10/20
Materials ordered.
10/10/20
World Mental Health Day.
Very happy to have been asked to take part in the second day of Reimagine, Remake Replay’s mental health festival - Head and Heart.
Got a little emotional at one point but that is OK. In good company.
11/10/20
Real struggle to focus the past week. Probably the least productive day in the studio since March.
12/10/20
15/10/20
Buck up ideas. Foot off the gas.
16/10/20
With new restrictions in place, there will be no Belfast visit tomorrow sadly.
17/10/20
Started two new canvases today. Not sure what’s up. For a while I thought it was the imagery that isn’t exciting enough but I don’t know anymore.
18/10/20
22/10/20
“Silence is Golden” finished.
24/10/20
Surround Sound!
26/10/20
Painting work. (‘Misunderstood’ as a wee inside joke?)
The little go-cart piece - tougher than expected.
Two tone might be an option - like voyage home and G’OK.
27/10/20
Out of sorts.
20 paintings since March - hard to believe.
29/10/20
‘Confessional’ home safe and sound. Thanks to University of Atypical for their support and patience.
30/10/20
31/10/20
Radio Three’s Sunday Feature: Tate Modern - Exploding the Canon
With the darker evenings and the colder weather setting in, it’s not a surprise that studio time has dwindled. This shouldn’t mean that productive time goes to waste. I have been doing sketchbook work more and now is a good time to research other creative outlets.
○○○